Thoughts

Sometimes I think about really random things...here are some of the things.

1. I hate being single.

2. Even though I hate being single, I don't want to steady date anyone.

3. I love humidity.

4. I love sunshine.

5. If I had to live in the city I think I would survive wonderfully, but put me in the country and there are no doubts that I would be happy.

6. Dancing is one of my favorite things to do and I go every opportunity I get.

7. I used to be tough, Utah has broken me down a bit and that has made me a little insecure.

8. I have a necklace that is a golden cross with a ruby at the point where the two parts make the cross- I love it and think it is beautiful. I understand why we aren't supposed to wear the cross, but I always want to put it on because it's from my grandpa and it means a lot to me.

9. My teddy bear is my best friend hands down. I can't count the number of times that he has be cried on this year.

10. I am so willing to sacrifice years of happiness for my mother to find someone who is strong in the gospel and take her to the temple to get married. I want more than anything for her to be happy and I think that ultimately I would be happy too. I also want to be sealed to my family and there aren't any ways to do that right now.

11. I am such a procrastinator and I wish that I weren't, but I don't know how to gain the motivation to get things done early rather than late.

12. I very much dislike the Utah dating scene. Here is why: Guys only want to date you if you want a serious relationship, or they will date you if they are pre-missionaries who can't get serious. I just want to go on some fun dates and meet great people. I also hate the fact that a few of the guys I have met that have qualities of someone I would date are taken...go figure.

13. My room is a total disaster and I HATE it, but I am so busy right now that I don't have time to pick things up.

14. I am so excited to go back to NC and see my family that I have already started packing my room :)

15. Food isn't appetizing anymore. I hate any and all food, but I have to eat.

16. There are some words that make me happy.
examples include, but are not limited to:
sluff, tinkle, and anything Hawaiian.

17. Foreign languages intrigue me, but I struggle terribly in all foreign language classes.

18. I want to start planning my wedding now even though it probably won't be for quite a few years.

19. Give me a Jones soda and watch my excitement levels rise exponentially.

20. I love working out, but I hate being sore.

21. The women I work with are by far the funniest people I have ever met. We always get each other out of potentially awkward situations.

22. I only wash my dishes with antibacterial dish soap (this stemmed from the fact that I have 2 roommates who bought the cheap stuff and I think it's disgusting).

23. Adulthood is fun, except for all of the bills that I have gained that I didn't have at age 15 :(

24. Palm Trees make me happy. Every time I go somewhere with palm trees I take a picture hugging them.

25. Every girl has a list of things they want in a guy, I realized that I do too. I didn't plan on it, but I do.

26. And with that last thought, come the next.
I want:
-someone who is strong in the gospel.
-someone who is serious when they need to be, but not serious about the little things
-someone who likes the outdoors and will take me hiking and to the ocean and anything that involves the outdoors.
-someone athletic
-good communication
-someone who makes me laugh...I mean really really laugh.
-honesty. I don't get upset when people are honest; I am pretty accepting. I do get upset when people are dishonest and I find out.
-A temple worthy RM. I am planning at this time to serve a mission. If I end up going this will be a must unless they are converts and did not have the opportunity to serve.
-someone who is good with kids. I love guys that love kids. I want children and I want someone who wants them as much as I do.


I might add to that list later, but there are a few things that are important to me.

Those are my random thoughts for the evening, I like being able to put these on here because I think about random things ALL the time.